and as my friend falls asleep leaning against me, how could i deny someone who just wants to be understood? as he passes out and im sure the world is spinning, with the colors blurring, and the lines swurving i love you as a friend and nothing can change that. as we drive through the deepest parts of carmel and you grip my hand in a drunken state i know you just want love- and she is the only o ne you care about.

i understand, and im here for you. we all are. youll get through this, and whatever you need (be it getting fucked up every night or crying on my shoulder) im there for you- and i want you to know no matter how much you reach for my grasp or shed tears from your eyes for whatever reason it may be at the moment i will be there to catch the tears and grip your fingers just as tightly as you hold me dear.